been spending my free time lately meeting up with people i haven't had the chance to meet in a while - some i havent seen in a long time, some i always see but it's never enough.. i also got back in touch some friends that i havent been in contact with for a very long time too - either through sms or blogs or facebook or msn..
and just as it was for my bestie.. in the midst of missing him in my life, i found myself missing another person more: MYSELF
i don't hate the way things are now, and i wouldn't claim that i'm unhappy with life..
but i'm certainly not as happy and carefree as i once was, years ago..
so fio, where did you go?
*fio wished upon a star at 2:39 AM
and the clock goes tick tock tick tock tick tock....
it's almost 2am, but i'm not asleep
and i'm meeting michh for breakfast later at 9
so why am i not asleep??
cuz i'm waiting..
waiting for someone..
waiting for something..
and as it has always been,
i don't know when this wait will end..
i don't know if it even will.
i can't help wonder why i'm waiting..
can't help wonder if it's worth waiting for at all..
can't help wonder if what i'm waiting for even exists
and the clock goes tick tock tick tock tick tock....
*fio wished upon a star at 1:48 AM
*fio wished upon a star at 12:35 PM
missing somebody isn't about how long it's been since you've last seen them or talk to them..
it's about that very moment when you're doing something & you wish they were right there with you
i miss you tonss
xoxo
*fio wished upon a star at 1:38 AM
and finally blogger allows me to post up more of my pictures!! =))
so here's more pics from my loboing thus far~

meeting up with the projects freshies =))

crazyyy cg17 retreat

settlers with the cousins =DD

early morning dimsum breakfast with my beloveds

GIANT pizza dinner with the library babes (and rubin who's not in the picture hurhur)

cleo's pink partyyy @ cafe del mar =))

lovely jairus's baby shower!!! =)))))

MAMA's back-to-school gathering

meetup with my darling zengsistaa =))
but now that july is here... i guess that means less play and more "work" (aka job hunting =//)
wish me luck~
*fio wished upon a star at 12:41 AM
was looking thru some of my archives and i realised my past few entries have been rather gloomy..
guess it's time to brighten things up!!!
so here's my first half month of holidays at a glance.. in pictures!!

baby jairus is born!!

my only overseas trip so far - to jb zzz

the sad sad farewell =((

mummy & gina's birthday cum early father's day celebration

ktv with the hotstuffs =))
will update again soon with more pics (when blogger stops being so pesky with uploading my pics hehe)
*fio wished upon a star at 11:00 PM
every time i watch gossip girl, i've always imagined myself to be blair..
the girl who's patiently waiting on a boy she's so in love with, to one day, hopefully come to terms with his feelings for her and reciprocate her unrequited love...
after a certain phone conversation, i couldn't help wonder, maybe i was looking at things from the wrong point of view all these while..
maybe i'm supposed to be chuck...
the guy who loves his girl from afar, giving up his own interests so that the one he loves can be happy, and get the happily ever after she so yearns for..
maybe it's time i stopped thinking about me and start thinking about what's best for him
sighh
*fio wished upon a star at 1:49 AM
for the first time in a while, h1n1 news did not clog up the news feed.....
today, the world mourns for the loss of a legend:
the smooth criminal who redefined pop..
the moon-walker who recreated dance..
the tortured man in the mirror who wanted to heal the world..
=((
goodbye, mj. your legacy lives on in our hearts <3
*fio wished upon a star at 12:40 PM
hurhur, in the light of fathers' day..
here's a darn kickass ad =P

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY, Y'ALL!!
*fio wished upon a star at 1:34 AM
woke up this morning,
turned on facebook..
and saw something that made me
smile =))))))))))think i'm gonna be happy for the next few dayssss
=)))))))))))
*fio wished upon a star at 1:50 PM